A Letter From Malaysia, To Jay Park..with love.

Hi Jay..

I hope u are recovering in the arms of your loved ones. I would like u to know how much impact you have made in my life, though i am on the other side of the planet.

You have given me laughter when no one around me knew i was depressed. You and 2PM made my day brighter again when all i see was bleak sky. You gave me the reason to work harder in whatever i do when i saw u working hard towards your dreams.

I speak zero Koreans but thanks to the subtitled videos on Youtube, i was able to share the laughter with all the Hottests around the world. I used to think that it is useless to cry over someone who doesn't even know me but it all changed when i learnt the news about you leaving Korea and leaving your dreams in Korea behind.. That's when i knew how precious you are in my life. Believe me, you saved my life. my heart is hurting so much right now over what happened and i know my pain is incomparable to yours.

It breaks my heart to see you apologizing over and over again.. Jay, what happened was 4 years ago and it was your way to express your frustrations, living in a foreign country.. You apologized and that is all that matters now. Just to let you know, one of the people who wrote smack about you came forward and regretted his doings. see, jay? people dont hate you. Koreans love you, International hottests love you too!

A lot of petitions are going around right now, over 1600 000 people supports you, jay. and the number is growing. a lot of Korean celebrities showed support towards you and one of them is Boom oppa. He's your favourite hyung right?

Please don't feel like the world has turned its back on you because Hottests are right in front of you, to defend your honour and to love you infinitely. You are not alone. Your dongsaengs in 2PM and 2AM is hurt by what happened to you and they got ur back. We will continue to support you, 2PM and 2AM no matter what. We are not asking you to come back this instance but we are hoping that you will come back.. someday. We will wait for that moment patiently. Please stay healthy in Seattle and send my regards to your family.. Do reply if you have the time because i really, really adore you and your reply will help me and fellow Hottest to feel a little bit at ease. Eat well, Jay..

Love, forever and always..
Nurul Hidayah Abdull Rahim
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.